Crammed journey. !^%$#@

The Following text is a sketch of my mind during my journey to work ONLY. Spoiler alert: Lot of negative energy!
--------
ARGGHH. I really have to go to an open place n shout! ALL thEsE.!




DREAMS BROKE,! EYES ARE OPENED WITH A CREAKY SOUND..
ROOM TO BATHROOM!!! WITH ONLY ONE THOUGHT IN MIND.. TO SLEEP! AND WIND.

HOUSE DOOR SHUT OR NOT SHUT! WHO CARES.! JOINTS IN MY LEGS RESISTS TO MOBILISE THE BODY ABOVE.....
LIKE THEY NEED A LUBRICANT TO MOVE...

ELEVATORS SHOULD HAVE COZY SOFAS... WHERE I STAND LIKE A MAN WHO HAS A BULLET SHOT ON HIS BACK!.

WALK.. WALK... WHERE IS THE LRT... WALK... WALK..

steps... MY LIFETIME ENEMY..! STILL CLIMBING STEPS..WOW.! REACHED LRT.. TAPPING ON THE GATE...HAHAH MY EZLINK VALUE. -2.20. HAVE TO TOP UP.. THE MACHINE SAYS!

PULLING MY BODY TO THE SIDE... I FEEL LIKE THE MUSCULAR FORCE THAT I PUT IN TO MOVE MY BODY, IS BEING WASTED FOR EXTRA FRICTION..!!!!!!!!!

CHAPTER.1.- FREEZING
VILLAIN: L.R.T
---------------
LRT.. THE REFRIGERATOR. BLOWS THE ARCTIC ICE RIGHT INTO MY CONGESTED THROAT... WOW.. WHAT A FEELING. OUT OF THE WORLD FEELING.

CHAPTER 2.- RUNNING BEHIND SLEEP.
VILLAIN: M.R.T GRRRRRRRRRRrrr

REACHING PUNGGOL. GOT DOWN FROM THE COOLER COMPARTMENT. RUNNING FOR THE TRAIN SHIVERING.
INSIDE THE TRAIN..! TRAIN ALMOST FILLED THOUGH PUNGGOL IS THE FIRST STATION.(PPL FROM OTHER STATIONS GET INTO THE TRAIN TILL LAST STATION TO GET SEATS)
WELL.. ALWAYS MANAGE TO GET A SEAT. TRAIN DEPARTS.
I TRY TO CLOSE MY EYES. .BUT CANT SLEEP. I TRY DIFFERENT BODY POSITIONS BEING CRAMMED IN MY SEAT. SOMETIMES I USE MY LAPTOP BAG AS A PILLOW N JUST CROUCH MYSELF..! GOD.. I DUNNO Y ITS NOT WORKING EITHER. BODY IS PAINING LIKE A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G.!! CAN NEVER SLEEP.! SO JUST CONTINUED TO CLOSE MY EYES!
HEARD ANNOUNCEMENT: NEXT STATION: HARBOURFRONT. MY STATION. JUS 3 MINS AWAY....I THINK THATS THE MAGICAL PHRASE WHICH SETS MY ENTIRE BODY TO SLEEP.! I SLEEP SOUNDLY.................................................................SUDDENLY WAKING UP TO AN OFFICER SAYING THIS IS THE LAST STATION. REALISING I SHOULD GET UP... BUT EXPERIENCING THE SAME LETHARGIC FEELING AS WAKING UP FROM BED.! GOD...

GOT DOWN.. WALKING TOWARDS TAPPING AREA TO GET OUT ... WALKED TO THE BUS STOP.. . . .. SOME PPL WOULD FEEL THAT IM WALKING ASLEEP...!!! WITH MY HEADS BOWED...EYES ARE BARELY OPEN... ONLY THING THT SEEMS ALIVE IS MY LEG!!!

CHAPTER 3. SBS TRANSIT...COZY ONE..THE BUS COMES..! 166 OR 97.... TRUELY SPEAKING... THIS 15 MINS BUS RIDE TO SCIENCE PARK HEALS THE FRUSTRATION AND MADNESS IN MY MIND. FEELS LIKE HEAVEN!

Thoughts are the most efficient fuels for life.

Not many. Not all. Not a few. as unclear this statement is, so is life folks.! Not many understand what they are living for. Not all have a hope for tomorrow. Not a few..

Life gets rolling on the wheels of feelings/hopes/fears. Little part of life is affected by real instances/incidents... only a little part.. because, after an Incident, people make it a memory which acts as a cause for 'Feelings/emotions' in the future.

If we Fear an elephant, we don't go near it. You would never want an elephant foot tattoo.
If we Hope for a good Tomorrow, We live for it. we cant get to see tomorrow unless we live for it.
If we have feelings towards someone, we love. not Loving for the feelings to come.

So World is far more ... very deeply emotionalized than we think. Its not the materialized world we are living in. As people are slowly learning....'life's engine runs on the fuel of emotions. not material facts.'

World is returning to innocence as the famous enigma song goes... so smile.
God Bless.

I am waiting for the moment we hold hands...the moment we hold our breath to see the waves shining in the evening sun.... the moment we see each other crisply even when its pitch dark... I am waiting.. i am waiting. even When I am on the top of the world, Its you who would give me the sense to sense that. Its you whom i wanna grow old with